FLY AwAy To ThE HoRiZoN....

Corrinne May - FLY AWAY

2006-07-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

A soothing song to ease the weekends....
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"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Ella - 只是当时

2006-07-06T01:05:00.000+08:00

太晚了才懂了
我们错过什么
只是当时太青涩

惘然懵懂
情绪波动太曲折把路都走远了
看过最美的日落
吹过最暖的寒风

Oh~ 怎么记忆里所有深刻
你都在里头
忽然间心老了
连微笑也苦了

而你远得让我懂了天涯是什么
昨夜又下起大雨了
风把窗吹开了

Oh~ 然后我梦见我醒了
你的背为我被雨淋透
热闹的宇宙中
人来人往是孤独的
心里的话身边有什么人可以说
拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉
听说失去会让我们变得成熟
你觉得呢

Busy and Lazy....

2006-06-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

Well, guess I'm back after a long 3 months break.... yeah yeah, blame me for being lazy and busy... I know it's my fault for having such a boring life and not having anything to write... But hey, ain't I writing an entry now?!?!?

Another reason of not updating is that my 3 year old computer died on me. So no choice, have to use a low-end system that I assembled with a miserable $50... Other than being online and playing freecell on it, just couldn't have the mood to do anything else.... Gonna get replacement parts soon...

Anyway, I finally passed my final theory test. For those of u who know, I failed 4 times for my final theory test... what a shame... Now starting my practical lessons, then I know how difficult is it to control a car. Gonna have lessons twice a week, which also means I'm left with close to nothing as all money will be spent on driving lesson.... Wish me luck man... Sighz...

Well ladies & gentlemen, my room's in a total mess now, gonna pack up... See ya around....

Back from the Dead....

2006-03-15T19:45:00.000+08:00

yah yah... even I myself thought that this blog's dead... Been quite busy with things which I dun know why am I busy for.... Actually, i'm just plain lazy to update cause there isn't much that i can update.... My stupid web server keeps getting downtimes.... Guess I can't complain much since it's free.. :P

Anyway, just keep in touch here.... There will be some big changes here.... (If I ever bother to change... :P)

MoodiCare Clock/Radio for Sale!!!

2006-02-23T20:20:00.001+08:00

I know it's stupid to put this on my blog, but hey, I'm just selling something interesting that u folks might like, so just take a look... Interested parties can call me @ 91991394... Thanks!!!

Clock Dimensions - 8 X 8 X 8cm

Demo mode: flashes 12 colours in slow succession continuously (great conversation piece in the living room, and the adults and kids love it!)

Comes with a thermometer function

Nightlight mode: clock illuminates when clock is tapped and then automatically goes off (great for checking time in the middle of the night)

Both a fully functional alarm clock and mood lighting centerpiece.

General Functions:

1. Changes 12(new) colours automatically and continuously
3. Alarm Function
4. 12 hour mode or 24 hour mode
5. Calendar
6. Thermometer
7. Snooze Function (*new!)

Price: $19.00
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Same functions as white mood clock. Also with Black LCD. Only difference is in the casing of the clock. See through casing, looks futuristic!

Price: $19.00
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NEW INNOVATION ITEM! ICE CUBE MOOD RADIO!

How it works:

Radio will change colour continuously. To ON/OFF Radio, ON/OFF Light, ON/OFF Both Radio and Light, all you have to do is to just rotate this cube. NO BUTTONS REQUIRED! Light illuminates beautifully. Serves as a bed light and radio!

Specs:
1.Frequency Range:Frequency Modulation(FM)76.0-108.0MHZ
2.Power Supply:3 AA batteries OR AC Adaptor (nokia also can ;p)
3.Maximum Current Dissipation ≤ 80mA
4.Built-in loudspeaker ∮40mm 8Ω/0.25W

Features:
1.Neon mist light design in inner circuit makes a special transluscent moon light effect.
2.Its unique multi-position modulating switch design has the function of freely turning to fix
4 major points.

Price: $30.00
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SPECIAL PACKAGE OFFER!

2. WHITE + TRANSPARENT MOOD CLOCK = $35.00!!
3. WHITE OR TRANSPARENT MOOD CLOCK + MOOD RADIO = $45.00
4. WHITE + TANSPARENT MOOD CLOCK + MOOD RADIO = $60

All items comes with 7 days 1-1 Exchange warranty! Get your MoodiCare Radio/Clock Now!!

Want to start a SOHO.... What should I do??

2006-02-05T14:36:00.000+08:00

Lately I've been thinking, should it be the time for me to start a SOHO (Small Office Home Ofice)? Was discussing this idea with my colleagues at my workplace. Times have changed where one can't just sustain on full-time job anymore, that's why I started to provide IT services like repairing of computers part-time last year...

What should I start on?? Time for me to go back to the internet for more info...

Turning Point....

2006-01-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

How many of u came across something or someone that could be turning point in your life, be it good or bad?? For me, I just had an encounter recently. What is it I can't say for now, cause of my personal/family reasons. For now, the only thing I know that in this year of the Dog (My year), life for me will never be the same anymore. I guess I will be spending less time with my family/friends & on this blog too...

In any case, I still wish all my friends a Happy Chinese New Year.

It's A Rainy Day....

2006-01-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

It's A Rainy Day, & The Sun Dun Shine
It's A Rainy Day, It's A Rainy Day
It's A Rainy Day, It's A Rainy Day
It's A Rainy Day, It Doesn't Turn Out Right
It's A Rainy Day, It's A Rainy Day
It's A Rainy Day, How Am I Supposed To GO OUT TODAY?!?!?

Lyrics edited from Ice Mc - It's A Rainy Day

Untitled Post...

2006-01-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

Personality Test

Took this test while visiting sunkisswonder's blog... The results: I'm a Realist.

Summary of Realists

* Loyal and steady workers who meet deadlines
* Believe in established rules and respect facts
* Think of themselves as mature, stable and conscientious
* May appear too logical or tough-minded and forget their impact on other people

More about Realists

Realists are loyal to the people around them and work hard to keep their promises. They are honest and straightforward with others and expect the same in return. Realists believe in standard procedures and will only support change when there is a demonstrable benefit.

Realists are the most common personality type in the UK, according to a nationwide survey.

Realists respect factual information, which they store up to use when making decisions. This group likes to have time to think quietly and carefully before taking action.

These extremely productive people like to be occupied in their leisure time with pursuits such as craftwork, hiking or reading.

In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Realists may become obsessed with schedules, critical of others or have trouble trusting other people to get the job done properly. Under extreme stress, Realists may complain loudly that events have taken a turn for the worse and predict negative outcomes.

Realists typically only share their opinions or personal experiences with trusted friends.

Quite true, though I dun really agree with some parts of it... Anyway, it's just a personlity test, so just take it with a pinch of salt... Hehehe...
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After for so long, my family has finally bought a digital camera!!! It's my dream Panasonic Lumix FX9!!! Gonna take it out for some shooting lor!!!!

NYE 2006 @ De Esplanade....

2006-01-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

Well, we bid farewell to 2005 and embraced 2006 with the usual NYE Countdown Celebration held at various places in sg...

Met Dap at White Sands for dinner before making our way to City Hall to meet our colleague (1 only in fact) where we practically squeezed our way through to de Esplanade...

Well, there ain't much to see there though... Other than some outdoor performances which I felt boring, it's people, people & more people... Anyway, took shots of their funny faces before we changed location to Boat Quay...

Idiotic faces I suppose?? WHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Had a few drinks first before stationing just outside UOB building... Bought 9 bottles of foam spray, just awaiting to be foamed.... See below & u know why....

New Hairstyle of the Year 2006.....

Had supper nearby before we call it a day at around 0100... Took some shots again while pasting by Esplanade...

Night View @ Boat Quay

A pity sight... Haiz... Festive mood should not be the reason for the resultant of pollution to the river....

Seeing the crowd @ both the taxi stands & bus stop, I might as well just take a slow walk back home though it's really far... Took me 1hr & 40min or so to reach home.... For the rest of the 2 days, simply stayed @ home to touch up on my house's paint work....

TOMOLO BACK TO WORK LOR!!!!! SIANZ....

Camera Phone Shots....

2005-12-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

As I said before, I'm gonna upload some shots taken using my Nokia 3230 Phone... So here it is..

My Desktop and Workplace. Almost everything u need to start a mini production line.. Hehehe...

My brother's Desktop. Simple & Clean. See that 19" LCD Monitor???

My friend's home. Have that ZEN feeling... Wish I could stay there....

Fullerton. 1 of the better shot taken with my phone...

My Cat. Isn't It Cute?!?

That's all folks.... Next I gonna try upload all the photos I've taken for this year & make a 2005 photo gallery... So stayed tuned!!

Merry X'Mas To U All Anyway...

2005-12-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

Not In Christmas Mood at all,,,,

2005-12-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

It's supposed to be Christmas festival season, yet I feel no joy nor mood for it... Perhaps I dun really particpate in any gatherings for the past years.... In fact, I dun recall celebrating it as far my memory serves..... Furthermore, lots of frustration & stress in work is really pissing me off.... Esp yesterday where 3 of my dept people didn't come to work cause most probably they were 2 drunk to come to work.... What really pisses me off is that I went drinking with them 2 & I'm the only one going back to work.... For the whole day, me & esp my boss's face was blacker than charcoal....

Actually I had a christmas gathering with Grace & the gang on that day. But I already made an appointment with my colleague's friend to set up her new PC, so I turned down Grace's appointment initally. But then, after scolded by Grace via SMS, I made quick work on it and rushed down to PS to meet them. Only managed to meet them for about an hour or so before they decided to call it a day....

Lastly, I really want to apologise to u guys, esp to Grace for being a bit not myself if u r reading this... She actually wanted to accompany me for dinner cause I didn't had one.. but I turned down her offer not because of anything, but just because that I wasn't in a very good mood, furthermore been working till at least 2am in the morning for my camp events....

Once again, my sincere apologises to Grace, Shuhua, Clara, Ben, Thomas & Grace's BF (sorry that I really forget your name...)....

19" LCD Monitor...

2005-12-11T16:09:00.000+08:00

My monitor just played me out on my payday.... Just thought that when I could save up some money.... Haiz.... Looks like I'm gonna burn another hole in my pocket.... Since LCD monitor is in the rage now, might as well get a good one....

Guess I'm gonna get this one... Since it's most valued for money now.... 19" wide, Anagloue/DVI input, Built-in speakers at only $465... What more could I ask for??

Zouk Out.....

2005-12-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

Zouk Out Party on the 10th Dec 2005.... Anyone going?? But sure it's damn ex man....

Black Cat......

2005-12-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

Loner after all?!?

2005-11-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

Is Heaven trying to put me through another ordeal to test my patience in putting up with some people, or is it that I'm just a weakling who can't withstand orderals?? What is it that's in me that I just sometimes can't get along with people?? Or that I simply have to put up with people when I'm just trying to help?? Do I look like a slave in the first place??

Deep down, my heart is tired...

Silent Emotion is what I need now....

Happenings....

2005-11-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

Just some minor updates here....

15/11/2005, Tue:
Had an early celebration for Grace's BDay cause most of them are too busy to come out by then. Came out a hour earlier with Treeflower specially to select a cake that Grace might like (Luckily, She loved it...). Had Japanese and Ice-cream buffet at Suki Yaki before the birthday celebration. Won't go into details as it's recorded at her blog. Go visit her if u want to... hehehe...

19/11/2005, Sat:
Typical day for house cleaning. Quickly finished it and rushed off to meet someone to pass something to him. Quickly rushed off then to meet Grace at Kallang MRT (SORRY I'M LATE THAT DAY!!!). I dated her out to watch a concert at the Singapore Indoor Stadium cause I got free tickets to it. Treated her to dinner at G7 Restaurest as a form of apology for being late. :P

Settled down around 2030, just in time for the concert. The main singers for the concert were Li Sheng Jie, Cai Chun Jia, Ocean Ou, Zhang Dong Liang & Jolin Tsai. Overall, the concert's ok, just the part I'm really disappointed with Jolin Tsai's performance cause the fact that it's like lip-sync all the way... Sent Grace to meet her BF before heading my way....

20/11/2005, Sun:
After nearly half a year's struggle, I made up my bloody mind to get a new Nokia 3230 Handphone!! Yes, finally!! My first step to progress from a typical Nokia phone to a more advanced S60 phone. Signed up Singtel corporate plan where I just need to pay $19.60 per month. Now that's cheap... And cause there's a weekend promotion, my phone costs $268.00 with bundled Bluetooth Headset. Now that's a steal!! Happily paid for it and off to home to play with my new toy... Weeeeeee!!!! Gonna take some photos out from it as I promised myself...

Obessed with Turtles....

2005-11-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

My family's cute turtle family just got a new member!!! Turtles' just so cute, just gotta love them, ain't ya??

Long & Boring Friday.....

2005-11-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Friday's definitely damn boring day for me yah.... Just ain't got any kicks to do anything at all... Spent half a day in office to finish up some minor stuffs, i'm off to my usual hang-out place, Esplanade.

Live band performing at the Outdoor Theatre. Not bad, but still ain't that good as some of the many live bands I've seen so far. Almost dying out of boredom and loneliness, called David out for some chill-out session @ the DXO club.

Just some of my opinions... IF u guys ever thought of chionging or looking for a hot night, Forget about the DXO club. Seriously, since the time I stepped out of it, I shall tell myself and others that it's not the place for a hot night. The name "DXO" just ain't gonna catch much attention. Furthermore, the music played just ain't something that u wanna dance along... I wonder how long will it last.....

Dun ask me why I went into DXO club. My main purpose was just to have a drink and chill out with my friends. There isn't any pubs nearby, so there... Met up with ED too since he's gonna fly to Thailand(again) for 6 months due to work.

Decided to break the boredom by watching "Tom-Yum-Goong". Must say that it's the best action movie I ever seen after "Ong-Bak". His agile and swift movements, powerful and quick attacks brings even Jackie Chan or Jet Li to shame. Those who haven't watched it, go for it if u're into action, I'll say. Definitely worth that 9 bucks....

Show ended around 0240. But then still I dun have the urge to go back home. Marched down to the Esplanade again. Slight breeze, small waves, total silence(almost). Just the kind of mood I would like to spend with my girlfriend(if I have one). Anyway, we practically talked just about everything under our nose till we lost track of time. Only till 0600 that we finally went home cause the "Z" monster is getting the hang on me. Or else I would stay even later just to catch the sunrise. I'm sure it's gonna be a great view...

I'm gonna do it again when I get my camera(or camera phone). I ain't missing the scene of a sunrise from the Esplanade....

Wanna Review, But......

2005-11-03T16:15:00.001+08:00

Well, I said before that I'm gonna give a review on Jay Chou's Latest Album, November's Chopin(十一月的萧邦). But then, I just can't write it up out due to my lack in vocab and Endlish Language (Pardon me for this...) But then, It's best for u people out there to listen to it to find out if it's good or bad.... Overall, there isn't much surprise as compared to his previous album, 七里香.. But it gives a more classical feeling, with a mix of rock, pop and a bit of rap... Anyway, I present this song, 夜曲. Hope u like it.

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周杰伦 - 夜曲
词：方文山　曲：周杰伦

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你爱开始分明失去你还有什么事好关心
那鸽子不再像征和平我终于被提醒广场上喂食的是秃鹰
我用漂亮的押韵形容被掠夺一空的爱情

啊乌云开始遮蔽夜色不干净公园里葬礼的回音
在漫天飞行送你的白色玫瑰在纯黑的环境凋零
乌鸦在树枝上诡异的很安静静静听我黑色的大衣想温暖你
日渐冰冷的回忆走过的走过的生命
啊四周弥漫雾气我在空旷的墓地老去后还爱你

(Chorus)
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻我给的思念很小心你埋葬的地方叫幽冥

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应还是如此温热亲近怀念你那鲜红的唇印

那些断翅的蜻蜓散落在这森林而我的眼睛没有丝毫同情
失去你泪水混浊不清失去你我连笑容都有阴影
风在长满青苔的屋顶嘲笑我的伤心像一口没有水的枯井
我用凄美的字型描绘后悔莫及的那爱情

(Chorus)

周杰伦 - 十一月的萧邦

2005-11-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

Out in stores now... (and BT too!!!! ).... Review will be up once I finished listening to it....

Quotes....

2005-10-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

Found it quite meaningful....

Most Damaging 1 Letter Word: Avoid It
I

Most Satisfying 2 Letter Word: Use It
WE

Most Poisonous 3 Letter Word: Kill It
EGO

Most used 4 Letter Word: Value It
LOVE

Most Pleasing 5 Letter Word: Keep It
SMILE

Fasting Spreading 6 Letter Word: Ignore It
RUMOUR

Most Enviable 7 Letter Word: Achieve It
SUCCESS

Most Nefarious 8 Letter Word: Distance It
JEALOUSLY

Most Powerful 9 Letter Word: Acquire It
KNOWLEDGE

Most Essentnial 10 Letter Word: Maintain It
CONFIDENCE

So what u guys think?? Right or wrong?? Just comment it....

What's Gonna Happen Next??

2005-10-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

16/10/2005

Went out lunch with Jiro, PL, JC, HM, ZR and Nick to celebrate both Jiro & Nick's BDay. The lunch was good... (pls refer to Jiro's blog), except that the weather isn't good at all... It was practically raining for the whole AFTERNOON!!! Furthermore some of them couldn't stay for long (U know who I'm talking about...), so we had a coffee session at Starbucks outside Raffles City and ended the day.

17/10/2005

Flipped through a few more pages of the Final Theory Book before I go for my test. U know what? I still failed.... What the f**k?? This is my fifth time!!!! Haiz.... Sorry Grace, sorry to disappoint u again even though u took the trouble to come by to lend me the book....

Anyway, I enrolled myself as a student at the driving centre.... Hopefully through the learning system there, I can learn better.... But then that's 115.50 bucks less in my already not so much pocket.... *sob* *sob*.....

Who Like IPPT anyway?!?

2005-10-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

Well well, it's finally time... The time which I think most guys will not like even though they left National Service. The time for them to take their IPPT.... *ARGHH....*

Some take time out to train.
Some work out occasionally.
Some dun even bother at all.

Luckily, I dun belong to the last group....

I still try to exercise at least once a week at least to maintain my fitness. But then as work starts to pour down on me, I find myself working out lesser than usual.... It's ain't good man....

From this week, I gonna train myself hard, together with the trainees in my squadron, and hopefully, I can at least get a Sliver for my IPPT... I booked my test date on the 14 Dec 05, so that gives me around 2 months for me to train... Shouldn't be a problem, I suppose...

U know what?? There's a $200 incentive to it!! Why not go for it?? I mean, hey, who doesn't extra money for their early christmas present??

Gonna sleep now... Got muscle ache after training too hard..... OUCH!!!

Lazy Lazy Lazy....

2005-10-08T11:30:00.000+08:00

can't think of anything to blog nowadays.... esp when u just overspent and there's nowhere to go.... really damn sian..... I need to save more money man.... It's terrible to be poor....

iPLAY From Apple?!?

2005-09-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

Nah... Some PRO designed it for the fun of it... But I really hope Apple can come out with a player like that... It's just too sleek to resist....

Front:

Back:

Menu:

Remote Control:

Design & Dimension:

WIFI Structure:

Blog Designs, Free Web Space....

2005-09-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

OOI, u people out there.... Got any good blog designs to suggest or not?? Promised to help David to design his... But my mind went out of juice lately... I NEED YOUR SUGGESTIONS!!!!

Also, any good free web space to sign up or not?? Gonna host some photos leh... No need big space lah.... Drop me comment if u know also....

Btw, before I even sign off from here, Here's something:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 Jessie Chan!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 UUuuuuu!!!!

Happy 23rd Birthday To U, Jessie!!!
From your 8 year buddy!!!
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Wait wait wait... Almost forget there's another one....

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 Michelle!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 UUuuuuu!!!!

Happy 22nd Birthday To U, Michelle!!!
From your LAO GE!!! HEHEHE....
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Birthday Cake for both of u... :)

Longest Entry as For now.....

2005-09-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hey, what can I say?? For this past week or so, it's like so many things happened, but then it isn't bad things though.... Just gonna give a brief account on what's going on....

10/09: Met up with Melvin, his gf at PS around 8. It's not nice to say this, but that Mel's gf is a bit too much on the wild side.. Ain't gonna say the reason why... It shivers me... Anyway, met up with his friends and went PartyWorld at Shenton Way. Appreciate them for trying to make it a sort of celebration for my BDay even though we only met. Something happened along the way, but I will leave the pics do the talking... (when I find space to upload the photos...).. Ended the day with a nearly broken back..... Ouch!!!!

11/09: Met up with sunkisswonder, Jiro and JC at Orchard Road for lunch/dinner. Again, it's another round of simple celebration. They bought a T-shirt for me which costs "$290.00". Anyway, see below for a 4-column comic by my dear friend Jiro....

Had a session of pool with David at 1800. Sad to say, my skills didn't improve much... :sad:

14/09: Stayed in overnight in my office to clear off some shit which I simply can't find time to finish previously.... It's nice once in a while just to stay in where no one's disturbing me and sitting on his chair with my cozy pillow just by my side.... :)

16/09: initially wanted to go ChinaBlack with my NSFs and David, but they changed the location to IndoChime in the end. A pretty normal small club with all those Hip-Hop songs blasting away. Of course u can always see sexy gals dressed in mini skirts shaking to the rhythm... Sure have some eye candy over there.. HEHE.... I was a bit outta control, so had a bit too much of liquor and got myself drunk. Luckily, David's there to help me where he carried me to his bike and sent me home. Guess I was too drunk to even know what's happening that my mom found me sleeping in the kitchen!!! Kena scolded by my parents for drinking too much the next morning.... Next time must control my intake of liquor lor.... David, really a thousand appreciations from me man.....

That's all folks.... Lastly, Picture of the day.....

Isn't that cute!!!!

Turtle Power!!!!

2005-09-10T12:07:00.000+08:00

CUTE!!!! :p

Birthday Thoughts and Resolutions...

2005-09-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

2030, 3.5 hr before my birthday... Here am I, sitting down alone opps Fullerton, near the merlion, penning this on paper, now transferring to this entry...

Sometimes I just think of this that there's much more to celebrating birthday than just throwing a party or even a simple dinner. It also serves as a reminder that I'm now a working adult and there's responsibilities for me to hold. Time to buck up and plan for the future. But then, just can't help it but to feel that things in front of me seems so gloomy, just like walking on the streets without my specs on... I had plans of what to do within these 1,2 years, but am I able to handle it if that time really comes?!!

Despite writing all this, I will still try my best to overcome any difficulties that comes along the way, and hopefully as times goes, the gloomy cloud in front will be cleared and I can see my path more clearly....

I really wanna thank Grace, Clara and Seok Hua for celebrating my birthday and the Addias Jersey on Tues. They're porbraly the only ones who really bothers to remember my birthday every year. Also specials thanks to Andy Loe for sending a birthday down to my workplace. It was really a surprise indeed....

On a final note, Happy Birthday to my younger bro, WL and my navy buddy, Alfred Sim. Best Wishes.....

Just A Thought..... Deep Thoughts....

2005-09-04T19:20:00.000+08:00

Really, lots of unhappy things been happening around my work place.... incident between that someone and me... (It isn't been toally resolved yet), my friend and another gal having some relationship problem.... Seriously, I dun know what to put it in words, but basically, it's those boy tells gal he has a crush with gal, but didn't give confirmation, in the end, boy got another gal, the other gal hates boy situation....

I have to admit that I'm a total failure when it comes to this kind of relationship. Think simply that I dun have what it takes to have a relationship, the sense of security I suppose.... Yes, I have liking for some gals in the past, but all didn't make it... That's why I cannot understand the thinking behind all these happenings...

R we guys like that?? Have a liking for someone, but yet finds another one. In the end, just because things ain't cleared, things turns ugly. Friendship between gal and boy scatters to a million pieces.... will I turn out to be someone like that also?? I hope not, but I can't say for sure, cause I dun understand myself sometimes....

In my previous blog, I think I said that I had a crush with this gal I know for 1 year plus. I still have this feeling, but as I said, I will not repeat my mistake that I had once before.... So for those who's still asking me, the answer is still a 'NO'... I will surpress this feeling and carry on with my single life till I really meet that someone in my life....

Lastly, sorry for the broken english used here... Doesn't matter if u understand or not.... Just wanna put this thought down so it also serves as a constant reminder to myself.....

Roger out......

Chionging All Da Way

2005-09-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

Comex 2005, Suntec City started its opening yesterday at 12 noon. And so happen that it's my formation's Anniversary Day. So that means we got half-day off!!! WeeEEE!!!! Touched up on some unfinished work and smoked outta of camp before noon... Whahahaha!!!!

Went East Coast for lunch with my colleagues before proceeding to Comex. Ha! As expected, it's packed with the crowd.... It's a serious human traffic congestion inside man!!! Anyway, after about 3 hours of squeezing here and there, finally recommended an AKIRA MP3 player to my colleague due to budget....

For me, I got my eyes on this chio IRiver player (Supporter of IRiver player):

But then, a pocket with holes simply dun permit me to purchase one.... Damn sad man....

Went to meet my NSFs who's in K-Box. We simply just sang till our voices broke.. haha... Ended the session at 1900. Next Location?? We went to the Singapore Recreation Club after like almost 1 hour of discussion.... (That's way too long man..) 1 of my NSFs' father is a club member there, so we get to enjoy the facilities for free... Now that's something!! Had a swim first before stepping into the hot bath and steam bath. Man, I tell u, that's life!!! It just feels like the whole week's stress and tireness been washed away.... 2230, everyone's too relax to carry on with any more activities, furthermore there's work the next day, so decided to call it a day....

But I tell u, if it's a friday, think we're stop there?? NO WAY MAN!!! The night is still young!!

LaTe PhoTos....

2005-08-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

It's really on the late side, since it happened dun know how many weeks' time.... Anyway, I uploaded some better taken photos during my sec sch gathering with sunkisswonder, jiro and some rest of the gang.... go check it out in my photo gallery....

Sample and better taken photo (Better cause got me what... WHAHAHA!!!):

Site Changes....

2005-08-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

As u can see here, there's some slight changes again to the blog. Music changed, comments enabled, blog posts come with a title... anymore I forget to mention??

To Jiro:
Did the changes already... so go ahead and just me whatever comments u think u can... I'm ready for all!! Come mon!!

Transformation From The Bad To The Good...

2005-08-26T18:05:00.000+08:00

Well, Jiro had his bad days a few weeks ago and so do I. Things got slightly better for him. The same goes to me. So what does it prove?? It just simply means that we have learnt something that made our life slightly better, if not for the best....

I mean, sometimes we complain, we grumble, or even swear at the stupid heavy workload that we have to carry. But at the end of the day, things ain't gonna change if you gonna stand there and stare at the sky. Rather, just try to adjust your mood, no matter how hard is it, and carry on. Eventually, things might work out along the way, whether it's fast or slow... and who knows, some surprises might be just in store for you....

Frankly speaking, so many things happened, be it work or personal these few weeks. But then, as things comes along, I learned something new. Be it little or a lot, It has slowly changed the person I am now. Yes yes, I know some of you (esp Jiro I suppose) think that I'll never change, hey!! Give me some time man!! u can't expect me to change overnight... Hopefully, I can be a better man as time goes by.... :)

Give me some comments, will ya?? Anything for the better? Hey, no hesitation man!! It goes straight into my chatter box....

Endin' my entry here... gonna be at the esplanade by 7.30pm to catch a show... will be at the pasir ris chalet later.... Signing out from my office's internet PC.....

Logout.....

Let It Be...

2005-08-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

Was just going through some of my friends' blog and so happened to find out that 1 of my friends who has been "complaining" not having a gf is finally attached!! Congrat!!!

Well, all of my friends... hmm... wait a minute, most of my friends are already attached. As u can see, I'm still as single as i can be. Some of them pose me some qns: "Why not find a gf for yourself??" "Dun u feel empty/lonely inside when u see us and others being attached and being loved??" Well, think I'll ans these qns... Clear and simple...

It just isn't time yet. When will it come?? I let nature take its course....

Not feeling empty?? I'll be lying to u.... but as some of u might know me, I'm more of the loner type...

I rest my case here.....

Feelings Deep Down....

2005-08-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

Thanks to the guys and gals for your comfort and advice.... I dun really bother about all the so-called rumors, but sometimes it's the other party who minds and bothered by it. I dun know about you folks out there, but it really hurts so much to me that because of these nonsense, the attitude towards someone can take a 180 degree turn. Because of this incident, the glass is shattered and it can and will never be the same as it was before....

Really felt damn down for these 1-2 weeks. Working on the same floor, yet walk past each other like strangers... Argh.. forget it... If that's the way it is, then let it be.... i'm really sick and tired....

Powerful Rumors....

2005-08-11T20:19:00.000+08:00

Definition of Rumors: A piece of unverified information of uncertain origin usually spread by word of mouth.

If some say that a pen is mighter than the sword, then I would say that word of mouth is more powerful than words written by a pen. Some things U say that U thought was nothing can sometimes cause damages beyond your imaginations... Take me as example. Just because I treat a female nice, words will fly around saying that I have feelings for that someone. If vice versa, people will say that I bear hatred... Hey!! Dun you guys got anything better else to do?!? If I treat a guy very good, R u all gonna say that I'm gay?!? Wake up your ideas, man!! All Thanks to your "rumors" that my friendship turned sour... I really appreciate that, man.... Job Well Done!!! *clap* *clap*

U tell me, is rumors inevitable anywhere, or there is some serious problems with me in the way I treat people?!? Tell me, TELL ME!!!

Transparency...

2005-08-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

Think I really had enough.... Really, being treated like a transparency is really something I really cannot tolerate... U cannot ask me directly in front of me, but instead asking someone just standing beside me to ask me just a simple thing?!? and u still say WE'RE GOOD FRIENDS?!? so this's the way u treat your GOOD FRIEND?!? FINE!!! If that's the way u wanna treat our friendship this way, then GO AHEAD!!! This just prove that whatever u said to me was just b*lls*it... Thank you very much!!! Miss "Whoever So & So" for marking this day....

Music of the day: Gorillaz - All Alone.
A reflection of my mind, heart and soul.

Bad Omen At Work....

2005-08-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

Guess I'm gonna bonkers anytime... Imagine having so-called nightmares even in the daylight where you're just trying to catch some wink off from work....

1300Hr, Thursday afternoon. Another day where the sun is simply so hot that u dun wanna get out... My eyes's half shut. Smoke outta the office to the changing room to take a nap.... Next moment, I saw was hundreds of lifevests walking around in my office... Next thing they were all pounding onto me.... WTF?!?! Broke out in cold sweat... 1430Hr. Smoked out into drealand for 1.5 hours. Washed up a bit and continue work... Fancy dreaming this kind of thing... Sure was not a good omen....

New But Ex Hobby...

2005-08-01T19:34:00.000+08:00

Spent about 2 hours at the Toa Payoh Snooker Centre playing pool with my bro. Apparently, I'm quite into this game.... It's not just hitting the colored balls only... It's about accuracy, strategy and that bit of luck... How u gonna hit the cue ball so it will go where u want it to be, where u want it to land so u can get the next ball into the pocket... It's amazing that how the professional billard/pool players can control that cue ball to that exact percision.... Now that's called skill....

Sad thing?? I played with my father and 2 brothers till now only... Worst thing?? got no friends to play with.....

Wrong, wrong, wong....

2005-07-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

It seems that I've finally gotten into her ignore list. What to do?? This's what u get for saying wrong things at wrong time.... A friend less?? I've just created a record for myself..... sighz....

Photo Gallery Up...

2005-07-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

Updated with a simple photo gallery. Some photos I took with a CANON IXUS I while I was taking a stroll at the Esplande.... Enjoy!!!

Again & Again....

2005-07-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

Guess what?!? after taking advanced theory test for the third time, I finally.... failed the test again... What the hell is going on man?!? My younger bro got it through first time!!! sheer luck or what?!? sure feels shitty man.... ANYWAY, next test date is on the 23th Aug... gonna make sure I pull it off once and for all.... Argh!!

Fresh Look...

2005-07-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

Finally got a new blog and a new design that suits my mood.... Ditching the old one now....

Exactly 5 weeks since I last blogged from the old blog... Really not much to write though... Only thing I think of is that I went clubbing for the 2 consecutive weeks' weekends straight after I got my bonus... My god man... That's really chionging for your life...

I dun know what's going on with me, but apparently, it seems that I've offenced her(again)... I mean, I dun even know if I did offenced her or not... (No names as it has been mentioned too many times) Hey, we just patched up a few weeks ago!!! If it's that sentence that I accidentally spit it out, I have already told you that it wasn't intentionally... OK OK, if that's the case and you dun wanna forgive me, that's fine with me cause I know no matter what I say is useless, so just hate me all you can and I won't blame you...

Man this sucks right to the core..... Guess I really qualify for SABU club, Single, Avaliable But Unwanted....

Arghhhh... enough grumbling.. I HATE MONDAY!!!!